I promise. I just can't stop fangirling Legend of Zelda.  FANARTS AND FANFICTIONS AND COSPLAY AND GAME PLAYING, oh my god, I feel like I practically live in Hyrule.

But seriously, when the space you have to write your schedule inside of is suddenly too small for your actual schedule, there are hilarious lols to be had.

my manga ;_; I'll never finish it at this rate.  BUT I  WILL TRY, DAMMIT, I WILL TRYYYYYYY

by the way I have Legend of Zelda fanart lined up to go of  Zelda and hopefully Ganondorf.  Oh, my god, I know, I became a ZELGAN SHIPPER.  whaaaaaaaaaaaaat.  My Zelink has practically been washed down the drain once I hit the M section of FF.net for all the ZelGan goodies (They call it GanZel BUT I REFUSE, Zelda comes first dammit all.) I used to really love reading fanfiction until I quit it for a few years, and now... ugh, I'm back.  Ugh.  And I've also been really into Sheik/Link, regardless of what gender or canon they toss Sheik into--if he's Zelda, or if he's a separate character, if he's male or female.  WHATEVER.  Sheik, baby!  I totally became a Sheik fan once I realized s/he's my favourite character to use in Brawl

I DIGRESS ISH.

THE FANART IS FOR THIS BEAUTIFUL FANFICTION CALLED "SENTINEL OF SHADOWS" BY BONJIRO, who I think might exist on DA... ~BonJiro.  The fanfic is what I've been kind of obsessing over for the past few months, as well as fanfictions by Morna and ryttu3k, a Zelda/Ganondorf writer and a Male!Sheik/Link writer respectively.  I love crack pairings that actually work ;_;  Anyhow, The Sentinel of Shadows is very, very dark and explicit, all about Ganondorf and his mind-crippling manipulation of a very young, very fragile Zelda whose mother just passed away, all in the guise of... *drumroll*... Sheik, the legendary helper of the Hero of Time.  OH GOD, it's so bad but SO GOOD, so bad for my health, SO GOOOOD FOR MY HEART.  It's one of the smartest and most cunning fanfics I've read in a while...  so I'm trying my best to finish this painfully slow and head-scratchy fanart piece for her, and I'm still feeling rather inadequate.  


  It's coming along but it's frustrating me, I'm not used to drawing such... maniacally manly men!  Zelda was fine and now I'm stuck on Ganondorf, ugh.  ;_;   and commissions, and MY PROM DRESS WHICH IS ALMOST DONE.   And then more sewing from my fashion class and French projects up to my ears and HUGE ASS MUSIC FESTIVALS UNTIL NEXT MONTH. Oh my god you know the saying "Biting off more than you can chew"?  Well I feel like a speck of bacteria that's trying to wholly digest an elephant.

When I go to university I will say goodbye to all sorts of cumbersome things, finish ALL MY PROJECTS early, and have so much free time that I can have a part time job AND THEN HAVE NO TIME AGAIN.  

...My plan sucks.  D:  I think I'll just be a hobo and leech off the free wifi from libraries and indulge in my LoZ obsession forever.  /wheeeeeee